User blog comment:Mikhailol/So what/@comment-4434378-20131114134043

Some people just want to watch their ELO rise.

I don't have fun losing. It's as simple as that. Everyone has their own opinion of fun, but when I sit down to a game, I want to see what I can manage. I push myself to get better because It gives me satisfaction to know how far I've come.

Even ARAM games I go in with a desire to win, and try to build good items and such. I'll do crazy things like Voli support in normals sometimes, but I don't play enough to really waste matches on a loss. Do I rage? Typically no, though games with feeders are really depressing. Yes this means I get depressed over a game, but the highs of victory make it worth it in the end.