Thread:Akali/@comment-4736786-20130307173705

XunnieKun, Ultimus, RainbowEuphoria, dark fatality, Daien. You forgot to keep your funny little "hate-list", with "Waitseno" in one of it too.

When you cursed them to die (literally), it hit us hard. Regardless of your self-proclaimed cling-ation on fictional characters in a game, we had -hope-. We didn't mind your antics (and the fact that you force it upon yourself to object on other's Match History-s), we didn't even care about your (troubled) living conditions. We liked you. We wanted you to stay regardless.

But you did not. You better realize that. You didn't stay for them. You left them, again. I didn't even have to guess that you'd turn "I Am Knowledge" into some clusterskull that's muddled so hard those who'd want to hear your past -cannot-.

To what effect, to what feat, I cannot comprehend. You'd muddle your one history just to remain anonymous.. and yet you're here, a different name. One indecisive asswad.

You don't even -know- why I'm doing this, don't ya? You can most definitely ask Lesanthosxia that, to which I'd hope he'd say "I don't know.", because the amount of people that you can rely has gotten lesser and lesser.

We were kids then. We'd grow taller as time passes. We had faith in friends. Who they are, you decide; but the ones who decided that -you-, are theirs, you musn't let go.

and you know what? How old are you now? How hard was national exams? What majors are you taking? How about summer jobs sometime? How are you? Did you at -least- get better people to ask these questions to you?

Everytime they'd speak ever since then. Chuckles, outright laughters--Xunnie's on mic now!--, I'd feel wrong. I'm not supposed to be the one hearing this. I'm not the one who's supposed to laugh along. I took them into -my- world.

This is all your fault. You gave hope, and the next moment, you hide it in your sleeves and take it away. You even -had- to pin down whatever you were feeling, on THEM.

Xunnie's 14. Ultimus is 15. You told them to "go ahead and die", and that was a summary of what you wrote to them. Bro, you're not even -close- to them. You tell them to suffer when you're the for-god's-sake their big-brother figure.

Now they're gone. They're not with me anymore. I became less and less relevant to them-- I was happy then, I had time for more things.. until I realized, this wouldn't have happened if it was -you- who were with them last years.

IAK. Nobody needs to get this kind of treatment from you. Nobody deserved your god-awful tantrums. But, did we leave? Heck no, we stayed right there. We'd take it. If only you'd at least grew a pair and -not- run away everytime you drop a one-line tantrum.

It happened once, and it'll be easier to do it twice. Please, again, at least make sure you found better friends than the ones you've lost.

All the best. Enjoy your second chat-mod star. Stop staying overnight at the cafe.

..do you even have anyone to say those for you.. 