User blog comment:NeonSpotlight/Becoming semi-inactive/@comment-4929329-20120919003648

I'm as close to an inhuman monster as a person can get. I've gutted most of my emotions, and getting them back is not easy. Some day, I might understand what you mean by this, but for now it's just a guess.

Do NOT mistake me. Emotions create cruelty just as easily as the craft mercy. The way I get through my life is by doing things I know will haunt me if I don't. Would you rather take the easy way out, or wonder for the rest of your life how things would have gone if you had done something else?